Most days everything is foggy and grey
You break into pieces and then you obey
Some days are worse, it hurts your soul
Spin into chaos and out of control

Sometimes this world can be so mean
You feel unwanted and unclean
Take a few steps while under the gun
You have to learn how to walk before you can run

So glad you're alive
(I'm a monster)
So glad you survived
(I'm a monster)
To replace takes it's time
(I'm a monster)
So glad you're alive
(I'm a monster)

Most days everything is breaking apart
Blood can't pump through a broken heard
These days I'm too drunk and going broke
Screaming when your lungs collapse from second hand smoke

Have you ever felt the warmth of the sun?
Cuz' I'm in the dark fryin' alone with a gun
There ain't no positivities, there ain't no bliis
I'm so sorry that I put you through all of this

So glad you're alive
(I'm a monster)
So glad you survived
(I'm a monster)
To replace takes it's time
(I'm a monster)
So glad you're alive
(I'm a monster)

I can feel it building up inside, you won't belie how much my life sucks
I'm like "ey yo, fuck my life" I wanna get it over with
This angers piling up and I'm afraid I can't hold it in
Enough with your fucking chit-chat now
I can't stand listening to all you bitch-ass clowns
(GLACK-GLACK-POW)
My brain just painted the walls red
You came late, I slay the pain with bloodshed
But I'm

So glad you're alive
(I'm a monster)
So glad you survived
(I'm a monster)
To replace takes it's time
(I'm a monster)
So glad you're alive
(I'm a monster)

So glad you're alive
(I'm a monster)
So glad you survived
(I'm a monster)
To replace takes it's time
(I'm a monster)
So glad you're alive
(I'm a monster)